Can I just be myself again?? And not let something like “this” effect me?? So I can be genuinely happy and not happy on the outside and upset inside. Put a smile on my face and it really be a smile.
Maybe one day I will explain to tumblr what this all is. It might be a stupid reason, but based my history this is a good reason to make me feel so… Emo.
What does emo Christina do??
Work out extra hard.
What is wrong with me… I have been so effing emo lately.
Snap out of it Christina!!
When you have found what you’ve been looking for, but you can’t have it right now.